Friday, September 24, 2010

Scattered Poems II

i saw your poems
scattered on the floor
one caught my eye
thought i saw my name

but it was just
another word
what a shame

you left in a hurry
and grew angry at
your poems

you called them
failures
especialy
the love letters

that's how they ended up
on the floor
of this now abandoned home

where some animals
and squatters
have roamed

the scattered poems stayed
in black and white
randomly in every room

but if you pick one up
you can see and smell the words
come to life

there's one with ocean
waves
crashing on a rocky
shoreline
with the salty air that clears
your sinus

another is about
the meaning of life
wow, that one is pretty
bright
i need to squint my eyes
can't even read what you
wrote
must be powerful stuff

a sensual poem
lies on the bed
looks like it's been crying
i didn't know poems could cry
whose tears are they
on that poem

i just had to come by
and read
your scattered poems
one by one
but i'll leave them on the floor
just as you left me
on the floor
crying

and maybe
one day a
poem will
turn up
-about me



Scattered Poems

there are a number of papers
scattered across the floor
but be careful which ones you gather

the one over there
under the bed
that one!
means a lot to me

its a poem of
orphans
in a broken down home
seeking comfort with
blankets and water
trying to stay alive

the one by the water cooler
throw it away
it's about
the meaning of life

hand me the one that fell
behind the refrigerator
you'll get a kick out of that one
its of drinking games and rug burns.

all the others
leave them there
thrown and scattered
alone and weightless

I will step on them from time to time.
every now and then
I may pick one up
and read them

On drunken nights
when I crawl to
the bathroom.

I'll read one, 
just one
of my poems.

And I'll remember. 


Poem by: E.V. 
edited and revised by Sandra

Yo soy La Llorona - haiku version

miserable sadness
surrounded these walls ,can be 
felt by my children

my babies too pure
needed a much better life
God wanted them back

I'm the only one 
who could hear Him, it must be 
a sign from Heaven

I did what He asked
sent in innocent white gowns
we all dressed the part

I told them to look
for God inside the water
inside the river

with my gentle aid
I helped with their transition
my babies now saved

already miss them
I can't believe what I did
but this was God's wish

why did I listen?!
my lovely children now dead
I must search for them!

can I trade my kids?
if you want kids, I'll find them
I'll send you new ones

that's what I will do!
I'll go searching for children
to get my own back

I'll search forever
that's what a mother's love does
I just want them back!



Yo soy La Llorona - free verse version

My loud sorrow
drips depression
from family walls.

I love my children
I do.

My twisted thoughts
so clear.
Can you hear,
Can you hear Him 
calling for them?

My pure children
would be tainted
by my sins
and illusions

Unless I sent them
to Him.

Because I love them 
so 
much...

It was a special 
innocent day.

We all 
dressed in white.

I baptized them
along the river
where they used to
laugh and play

They looked so peaceful
as if asleep.

asleep...

asleep??
No!!

What have I 
done
to my children?

I wasn't ready!

Please return them!
You MUST 
return them!

I wasn't 
ready!...





Trapped

trapped in a mansion
waiting for a lover
to help me
follow my passion

outside these walls
streets covered in thorns

who is brave
and strong enough
to come to my rescue

but my prince won't come
he has fallen for another

not for her love
but under her spell

he has been
hypnotized
and spiritually raped



They Know

jumpy and scared
looking out windows
paranoid

they know
i'm sure they know
i'm not a versifier

what?
what did I say?

how much longer
can I keep this secret

do i tell
do i wait
in my time
comes my fate


I'll wait


Something

something eating
at my brain
it steals my thoughts
i go insane

i hear the
crunch
crunch
crunching

that's taking place

it's eating the important
parts of me
like my emotions

my sarcasm that
protects me from
people

my humor
that hides the hurt

an acid trip
with no return

it's erasing all my poems
i have no control

i don't even care anymore


What I See

there's always some guy
playing a guitar while
talking to his friends

he never quite finishes
playing the entire song

he just plays random notes for
half an hour

-wonder if he even knows
any songs

between classes
it's a herd

students rush like cattle
munching on food along the way

but there's still order
no pushing, yelling, or teasing

they all want to be unique
and gorgeous
with
strange hairstyles
and awesome tattoos

wonder what they do
to make a living

do they even have a job
do they care about first impressions
with their next employer

or are they guaranteed a job
at their parent's company

wonder what they think
wonder what they say
what's on your mind
mr. college student
as i pass you along the way



Stuck in Sadness

in
my mind
my flesh
was rotting

disgusting lines
forsaken
sobbing

when will it be my
turn
when will i
feel free
to be
with unborn destiny

in the wake
birds were mourning
sweaty palms
blood was curling

sadness raged
left a bitter taste
on the tip of my tongue
if I smiled
at the sun

stuck in sadness
all my life
all the time
no one wants me
to be happy

puppy dogs
and tiny cats
bark and hiss
when they see me
smiling

smiling...

fades

tears flow
through the
groves they've formed
through the years...